So yeah, I’m just back from a beautiful and relaxing vacation in Sardinia, Italy. Have you ever been there? I used to every year when I was little because my mum’s from there and since my grandma’s departure
I didn’t want to come over and stay for a while.
But this year I did, after 8 years, and I couldn’t be happier! I had the chance to visit a lot of relatives I didn’t visit in years and to enjoy every minute I could … can you imagine how lovely it is?
Here some snaps I took at the beach… and that you can easily find on my INSTAGRAM page if you’d like to ^^ carmen.youtube
I took some photos when I was there and even thou I have a lot of issues with my body and my confidence, I wanted to try and get over it so for the first time I uploaded pictures of my wearing a swimsuit… hallelujah!!
I absolutely loved to get lost while snorkeling in deep water and pointing at fishes and corals… unfortunately I couldn’t manage to take pictures underwater, that’s so sad… I know, I know…
I finally had the chance to relax and escape a little bit from my reality, from my problems and my job… and let me just say that it was great! But now that I’m back I am buzzing!!! I can’t wait to film fashion videos and upload them on my youtube channel, I can’t wait to write blog posts and go back to my fashion school and my job.
I’m going to upload a video about my vacation outfits in a couple of days,
so if you don’t want to miss it go to my channel and subscribe, link’s down below.
And what about you? What did you do this summer?
LET ME KNOW !!
Hope to hear from you very soon, have a nice day!
I totally missed writing in this little spot of mine.
So today I’m aiming to try and explain this blog post… THE COURAGE TO LAUGH and what I do now, during my amazing vacation here in Sardinia, Italy, to get rid of this feelings.
I don’t know about you all, but sometimes I get just a little tiny bit overwhelmed by my emotions and, since I am a very emotional and sensitive girl (sadly), I find very difficult to shake this feelings off of me and, what I do instead of a nice good old cry, is to grab my iPod and listen to music or hang out for a walk.
Everyone has issues, important or less important and the main thing is to understand how much the problem can affect our lives and react to it, the best way possible, asking or not for help (it doesn’t really matter).
And then there’s me… for no reason, sometimes, I get overwhelmed by emotions, panic and anxiety.
I feel no shame sharing this thing with you, because is a part of me and seriousely, I’m working on it, because I have to ! I want to improve myself, I always put everyone before me… their lives, their feelings, their problems, their everything ! BUT WHAT ABOUT ME ? I keep it all deep inside and that’s not right.
I have to respect myself and care a little bit more about me, so I’m going to laugh more ! I’m going to grow up a bit and try to react to waves of panic or axiety with a laugh, to be more grateful of what I got from life, to be happier and to learn to let go some things I don’t need in my life.
Laughter requires courage and commitment, the strenght to be positive and happier.
There, another introspective post on my blog… how wonderful !
Have a nice day everyone and I’ll see you very soon!