YOUTUBE INSECURITY | Carmen.

                                                             Hello my besties,
today I wanted to share with you a little personal thing… like if I’m talking
to my friends.
I really thought about opening a youtube channel for so long
and now that I have… sometimes I feel quite weird about the all youtube thing.
I did say in my first video that I waited so long to upload
 because of one of my
biggest fears… BE JUDGED by other people… and that fear is still there
even though my confidence has increased and I’m very
happy about it.
Sometimes I do feel a little insecure…
insecure about myself and about my videos of course.
I’m such a perfectionist and sometimes when I think about a video to film
I picture it in my mind in a specific way and the most of the times it
never comes out the way I imagined it.
And to me that’s so frustrating, because of course you need the
right camera, the perfect background ecc
 
But… everytime I upload a new video and I’m exited about…
everytime I feel insecure.
I’m a big youtuber addicted and I follow hundreds of people who like me,
make videos and love doing it.
And everytime… like everytime, they look so perfect to me while I’m not.
I have the horrible feeling that my videos are not so good as their.
Of course I love so much Youtube and of course I don’t want to QUIT
or anything like that…I just want to be who I am
with all my flaws and everything, and be noticed for this.
Thank you so much for “listening” to me 🙂
I feel so much better now that I’ve spit that out…
-C-
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MY RELAX ROUTINE

Hei everyone,

How are you all doing?

Today I want to share with you my RELAX ROUTINE or otherwise known as my pamper routine, which I usually do on Sundays or when I have a little bit more time to spend for myself.

My first step is to light a candle and make my room or house comfy and cozy, to clear my mind.

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I love very sweet scents, especially vanilla and Christmassy ones.

Then I remove makeup and apply a face mask to clean it up and detox from smog and impurities.

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I like to blend it with a flat brush because it makes me feel like I’m in a SPA relaxing my mind and body.

After I washed off the mask I like to apply a tonic and a face cream to keep my skin hydrated, smooth and soft.

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Step four is a nice and cheeky hot bath, which I run even during summer (I am a weirdo, I know!!)

Together with my bath I like to sip a hot beverage (usually tea). I’m such a tea person and (of course) I really enjoy sweet tea, like vanilla ones, but I like so much spicy ones as well; actually in love with chai tea ! Yes, I know, what a cliché: hot bath with a hot drink ! 🙂

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Another passage I do is to apply nail polish while listening to music and maybe, dance a little bit, (basically doing silly moves).

I love this bit where you just relax listening to music or reading a nice book, where you just evade from quotidianity and everyday problems, it’s absolutely the best thing ever!

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So yeah, this is my relaxing routine, of course I uploaded a video about it on my YOUTUBE CHANNEL (link down here) you really shouldn’t miss it 😉

RELAXING ROUTINE

 

Thank you so much for reading and of course leave me your OPINIONS, I do really appreciate them!

C.