QUITTING THIS BLOG | Carmen.

Hi everyone,

so today is actually a very special day because I’m very happy

to tell you that I’ve upgrated  my blog… YAY !!!

This is a huge step and a huge change for me because I’ve never thought I’d be able to manage a space on my own like this, a serious one I mean… but here I am.

I will try and upload every week or schedule some posts and obviousely you will find there everything about me, starting from youtube videos of course, to my favourite outfits, fashion trends I like, makeup and my deepest thoughts.

Don’t worry… nothing changed ! Of course I’m not going to change myself into someone  completely different from who I am and I will always stick to one of my favourite quote ever:

” just be yourself “

I am so enthusiastic about this new blog, I am genuinely so happy to look back and see how much I’ve grown.

I hope you will follow me through this new and exiting journey,

Don’t forget to visit all my socials to never miss anything from me.

-C-

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MY NEW BLOG

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YOUTUBE INSECURITY | Carmen.

                                                             Hello my besties,
today I wanted to share with you a little personal thing… like if I’m talking
to my friends.
I really thought about opening a youtube channel for so long
and now that I have… sometimes I feel quite weird about the all youtube thing.
I did say in my first video that I waited so long to upload
 because of one of my
biggest fears… BE JUDGED by other people… and that fear is still there
even though my confidence has increased and I’m very
happy about it.
Sometimes I do feel a little insecure…
insecure about myself and about my videos of course.
I’m such a perfectionist and sometimes when I think about a video to film
I picture it in my mind in a specific way and the most of the times it
never comes out the way I imagined it.
And to me that’s so frustrating, because of course you need the
right camera, the perfect background ecc
 
But… everytime I upload a new video and I’m exited about…
everytime I feel insecure.
I’m a big youtuber addicted and I follow hundreds of people who like me,
make videos and love doing it.
And everytime… like everytime, they look so perfect to me while I’m not.
I have the horrible feeling that my videos are not so good as their.
Of course I love so much Youtube and of course I don’t want to QUIT
or anything like that…I just want to be who I am
with all my flaws and everything, and be noticed for this.
Thank you so much for “listening” to me 🙂
I feel so much better now that I’ve spit that out…
-C-

MY RELAX ROUTINE

Hei everyone,

How are you all doing?

Today I want to share with you my RELAX ROUTINE or otherwise known as my pamper routine, which I usually do on Sundays or when I have a little bit more time to spend for myself.

My first step is to light a candle and make my room or house comfy and cozy, to clear my mind.

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I love very sweet scents, especially vanilla and Christmassy ones.

Then I remove makeup and apply a face mask to clean it up and detox from smog and impurities.

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I like to blend it with a flat brush because it makes me feel like I’m in a SPA relaxing my mind and body.

After I washed off the mask I like to apply a tonic and a face cream to keep my skin hydrated, smooth and soft.

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Step four is a nice and cheeky hot bath, which I run even during summer (I am a weirdo, I know!!)

Together with my bath I like to sip a hot beverage (usually tea). I’m such a tea person and (of course) I really enjoy sweet tea, like vanilla ones, but I like so much spicy ones as well; actually in love with chai tea ! Yes, I know, what a cliché: hot bath with a hot drink ! 🙂

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Another passage I do is to apply nail polish while listening to music and maybe, dance a little bit, (basically doing silly moves).

I love this bit where you just relax listening to music or reading a nice book, where you just evade from quotidianity and everyday problems, it’s absolutely the best thing ever!

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So yeah, this is my relaxing routine, of course I uploaded a video about it on my YOUTUBE CHANNEL (link down here) you really shouldn’t miss it 😉

RELAXING ROUTINE

 

Thank you so much for reading and of course leave me your OPINIONS, I do really appreciate them!

C.

 

BODY SHAMING ISSUES

Hi everyone,

so this isn’t a very nice blog post for me to write and share, still I’m doing it because I want to talk about this problem I have and because I want to try and accept it, move on and never turn back again, even thou it’s not that easy.

I found it difficult talking to a camera, explaining myself and my thoughts, even because I am Italian and sometimes I can’t explain myself so much but I did, I filmed so Im’ going to talk about my body shaming in a VLOG which is going up today.

I always had this thing… where sometimes I struggle finding trousers or leggings and picking up a skirt or a pair of shorts from my wardrobe is so damn difficult lately.

I don’t like my legs, covered or not, I don’t like them and even thou I’m not that big and people everytime say that I’m fit and that I look okay, in the back of my mind I know that’s a lie.

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This is so effective to me that I always think I HAVE to hide them somehow, by wearing something long, like a long shirt or a blouse.

I do feel ashamed, I know that there’s people who is truly, deeply, suffering for this , and that increases my guilt. That’s horrible, not being able to feel good with your own body, feeling uncomfortable in your own skin.

I want it to stop. I want to move on and not think about it anymore, be able to be free and wear whatever I decide to wear because I want to.

I DON’T WANT MY BODY OR MY BRAIN to AFFECT MY LIFE ANYMORE !

It’s not easy, but I’m trying!

I just want to say LOVE YOURSELF, love yourself because you’re perfect as you are, you’re beautiful as you are, and I’m too.

Just as I am, just like this.

Here’s the link to my channel

MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL

VIDEO WILL BE UP AT 6pm OR 18 ( ROME time), don’t miss it!

Feel free to leave some comments and to SUBSCRIBE if you like to 🙂

C.

AN INTRODUCTION TO… MYSELF !

Hi everyone!!!

I’m a 27 years old girl from Italy and I’m addicted to fashion and makeup!

I feel like this is my own space to share all my passions, my way to see the world and a little bit of my life.

I filmed a Youtube video introducing myself to the camera and to the YouTube community more than two years ago and… thinking about it now, it’s kind of funny because it took three hours to record a 3 minutes video…yeah !

I was so embarassed and so shy talking to a camera and, even thou Youtube was a super well known reality to me, (I used to watch youtube videos for hours !!), I found very challenging to embrace the commenting of my closest friends and my family.

One of my worst fears was/is to be judged badly by everyone and Youtube really helped me out and get over mean comments and react as best as possible… of course I still have issues boosting my confidence and self awareness but… I try.

My biggest challenge is to be able to ulpoad videos and vlogs speaking in another language, which is English of course, but still I love it because everyday (kind of) I need to push myself to learn something new. That’s not always easy, sometimes infact, I do say things wrong but it’s okay, I love it! 🙂

 

So… I don’t know what else to say, I am another of those girls who are in love with makeup, fashion beauty and lifestyle and that walk everyday with the idea to share everything with you.

This is the link to my channel, in case you want to check it out, I ulpoad every Wednesday and every Sunday at 18.00 / 6pm

MY CHANNEL

 

I hope you’re going to follow me in this journey, thanks for reading and I wish you a nice day! A huge hug.

 

Carmen.