Sometimes a good amount of courage is necessary to laugh…
so this isn’t a very nice blog post for me to write and share, still I’m doing it because I want to talk about this problem I have and because I want to try and accept it, move on and never turn back again, even thou it’s not that easy.
I found it difficult talking to a camera, explaining myself and my thoughts, even because I am Italian and sometimes I can’t explain myself so much but I did, I filmed so Im’ going to talk about my body shaming in a VLOG which is going up today.
I always had this thing… where sometimes I struggle finding trousers or leggings and picking up a skirt or a pair of shorts from my wardrobe is so damn difficult lately.
I don’t like my legs, covered or not, I don’t like them and even thou I’m not that big and people everytime say that I’m fit and that I look okay, in the back of my mind I know that’s a lie.
This is so effective to me that I always think I HAVE to hide them somehow, by wearing something long, like a long shirt or a blouse.
I do feel ashamed, I know that there’s people who is truly, deeply, suffering for this , and that increases my guilt. That’s horrible, not being able to feel good with your own body, feeling uncomfortable in your own skin.
I want it to stop. I want to move on and not think about it anymore, be able to be free and wear whatever I decide to wear because I want to.
I DON’T WANT MY BODY OR MY BRAIN to AFFECT MY LIFE ANYMORE !
It’s not easy, but I’m trying!
I just want to say LOVE YOURSELF, love yourself because you’re perfect as you are, you’re beautiful as you are, and I’m too.
Just as I am, just like this.
Here’s the link to my channel
VIDEO WILL BE UP AT 6pm OR 18 ( ROME time), don’t miss it!
Feel free to leave some comments and to SUBSCRIBE if you like to 🙂
I love, during summer, wear pastels and light colours on my nails.
I think that they are sophisticated and at the same time, with a bit of tan, stand out giving a touch of elegance.The first is definitely the color of this summer … yellow.I’ve picked one very light by Deborah.
This is the n. 88 (right).
Another shade that I’m very enjoying is this baby blue from the same brand and it’s the 96 (left).
Other colors that I use most frequently at this time of the year are a baby pink or a nude color like this one from Kiko
A slightly pearly pink n. 478, that gives brighteness to the nails thanks to tiny little points of light. An amazing color indeed.
Next one is a vibrant pink by Pupa.
I love to wear this shade especially in the evening with a matching lipstick
Easy and funny to combine you can really play with colors, especially during the summer.
Speaking of playing with colors… what do you think about this amazing nail polish by Collistar?
Such a great green!!!
What a color… so… summery!
Now you all know I love nail polishes and play with colours, even thou sometimes I find myself stuck with nudes polishes, black and white ones.
Remember that during the summer everything is possible. Summer is lightness, playfulness and a bit of madness. We have to be daring, especially with colors and cosmetics.
I’ll leave my Youtube channel down below so if you are interested you can watch beauty and makup videos and even SUBSCRIBE if you like to!
Thank you so much for reading, leave a LIKE so I will know you enjoyed and feel free to COMMENT below so I will know what you think about this post!
Enjoy the rest of the day, kisses.
I’m a 27 years old girl from Italy and I’m addicted to fashion and makeup!
I feel like this is my own space to share all my passions, my way to see the world and a little bit of my life.
I filmed a Youtube video introducing myself to the camera and to the YouTube community more than two years ago and… thinking about it now, it’s kind of funny because it took three hours to record a 3 minutes video…yeah !
I was so embarassed and so shy talking to a camera and, even thou Youtube was a super well known reality to me, (I used to watch youtube videos for hours !!), I found very challenging to embrace the commenting of my closest friends and my family.
One of my worst fears was/is to be judged badly by everyone and Youtube really helped me out and get over mean comments and react as best as possible… of course I still have issues boosting my confidence and self awareness but… I try.
My biggest challenge is to be able to ulpoad videos and vlogs speaking in another language, which is English of course, but still I love it because everyday (kind of) I need to push myself to learn something new. That’s not always easy, sometimes infact, I do say things wrong but it’s okay, I love it! 🙂
So… I don’t know what else to say, I am another of those girls who are in love with makeup, fashion beauty and lifestyle and that walk everyday with the idea to share everything with you.
This is the link to my channel, in case you want to check it out, I ulpoad every Wednesday and every Sunday at 18.00 / 6pm
I hope you’re going to follow me in this journey, thanks for reading and I wish you a nice day! A huge hug.